Hi there Ladies I have been lurking for weeks keeping up to your ups and downs ,I have been pretty quiet and in a not so good place as I have been seeing my naturopath who has been helping me deal with this "big brick wall" I have managed to build around me since loosing my boy and no doubt the added past 8 cycles failures have contributed to also... but like Kath (from Kath and Kim) each night I lay in bed saying clear the mind Kath Day Night clear the mind Kath Day Night!!! I think my DH thinks im more nuttier now than ever before......HA HA
Anyhoot Im on the roller coaster ride again with AF arriving today so start injections tomoz for 8 days...yay for needles hey.
Scan on 30th and all going according to plan 2 blasties 5 or 6 days later -only got 4 doner embryos left and we are defrosting all 4 and praying for at least 2 little fighters-risky game to be playing as we may end up with 0 but hey that can happen anyway-we simply no that this is the last 1 for us and we do not want to be left with the delemia of having any left over...maybe my user name "tens2many" was my marker so to speak(hopefully number 9 is the 1 as there will be no need for a 10)
I am going to do my utmost best to not stalk BH for these coming weeks as I try to accept "whatever will be will be" I am going to TRY and have a non obsessive cycle--------not too sure how that is going to pan out as I am a control freak Wish me luck with that one... will be having my 1st lot of leave ever and shall be meditating beauty treats long walks daily swims and basking in doing absolutely nothing oh yeah lots of retail therapy....
Micca I have started on the prednislone just as you have recommended unbeknown to FN.....
Best wishes to you all may 2013 bring us all some baby joy
ICSI #1 2008(1 Embryo) -DS Archie Jo(stillborn at 36wks and 5 days)
ICSI #2 2009(2 Embryo's) 1 Transfered -BFN (1 frozen)
FET #3 2009 BFN
ICSI #42009(2 Embryos) 2 Transfered -BFN
ICSI #52010(2 Embryos) 2 Transfered -BFN
ICSI #6 2011 May/June 2011 -BFN
ED 2011 no luck -BFN
# 8 Here we come-BFN
# 9 Doner embryo Nov 2012