I just need to debrief about the dream I had last night, though it wasn't a dream in the slightest.
I dreamt that DF just decided one day that he was going to Afghanistan to fight. He packed his things up and stated he was catching a bus to the airport.
At first I was shocked but when I tried to contact him I realised he had left any means of contact with me at home. He didn't even say how long he was going for and that he would talk to me. He also didn't leave any money or any reassurance that we would be financially supported.
So I packed the girls in the car to go to the airport to say a proper goodbye, and find out what was happening.
I woke up at about this point, but it was clear that he was cutting ties with me in the dream and making a clear escape from us and his life.
I know he wouldn't do this, but omg it's upset me so much