Ok, i have only just joined this forum, so i hope this is the right place for this thread!!
Here's my story......i had my first child, a girl, when i was 18, she is now, 10. My son then came along when i was 21, he has just turned 7. Both were unplanned, ive fallen pregnant on all forms of birth control, i was in a extremely abusive relationship for 7yrs, & aswell as the 2 beautiful babies i did have, i also had many miscarriages.
Anyway, almost 5yrs later, i now have a loving & very supportive fiance, he is totally dedicated to the kids & i, & besides the occasional problems with my ex, we are at a really good place in life.......then i fell pregnant again. I completely thought i was done having babies, i have tried to find a doc willing to do my tubes since having my son, but obviously have had no luck. 'Hubby' was all booked in to have the snip done, as he excepted that i didnt want anymore & was more then happy with the 2 i already have.
To try make a long story short, we fell pregnant, & after the initial shock, which for me lasted for almost 3mnths, we are all looking forward to the new arrival. This pregnancy has been awful though, the same mnth we found out we were expecting, we found out my m.i.l wasnt well, she passed away within weeks. This alone has been very hard on us, but then i have had one problem after another with bub, from extreme morning sickness the whole 34wks i have been carrying, aswell as a mountain of other medical problems.
As we are so close now, i am really getting scared. Although i cant wait for it to all be over, we dont find out until tomorrow whether i will be able to attempt natural delivery or not, as on top of needing to see if the placenta has moved, i also have spd (my pelvis is displaced). Both my other 2 were easy pregnancies, natural births, 10 & a half hours with my daughter who was 8p1, 1 & a half hours with my son who was 7p5, both induced at 37wks due to medical problems of my own. I am just so nervous this time around, i am so scared of the thought of a c-section, yet i am equally scared about doing it naturally again......i am just worried it will be LONG!!
Ok....i think my thread is more then long enough already, so i will leave it there, thanks for listening to/reading my vent anyway!!