Sorry, I feel like I'm not keeping up to date. Not on here as much with no app, and I can't keep up with who's who on Facebook! I will get there though....
How's everyone doing?
Impatient - How did your EPU go?
Zakmick - So sorry you didn't have anything to freeze. I will keep everything crossed for you that this is your month and you will have some great news come Oct 9th!
Sel - How are you doing? When is your BT?
AFM - Not going so well. I don't know why, but for the last week (since my negative BT) I think I've gone kind of crazy. I've been feeling quite panicky, and almost hysterical at times. Like a weird 'fear' type of feeling in my belly. I've started the next FET cycle, and I keep thinking 'I can't do this' and feeling panicked about even doing this cycle.
I went to the GP today about something else, and mentioned it to her. She was very lovely, and said that it sounds like symptoms of anxiety/ depression, and she's referred me to a counsellor. She said that response was natural given the circumstances (more than a year of pretty much back to back fertility treatment, plus months of trying naturally, plus mc in July).
Feeling pretty rubbish that it's come to this, but glad to be doing something positive about it. I also went for a run today, which made me feel better. I always used to do heaps of exercise and stopped it on FS's orders, but am thinking I need to do it to stay sane!
Erghh... This is our last cycle for the year, as it's a break after that until Jan.