Ok, so I realise some people have really bad pregnancies, so much worse than mine, but this week when I tell myself that it just doesn't snap me out of it. Hence this whinge.
I'm 28 weeks pregnant and I had my GTT two hour test today. It absolutely knocked me out. I'm a migraine sufferer and my back has been killing me and sitting for 2 hours in those crappy doctor's chairs with no food except sugar water and getting drained every hour has just done me in.
I tried to go to work afterwards but my head was killing me, my back was killing me, I was having a sugar crash, I'm stressed about probably having gestational diabetes, I'm also anaemic and I just want to cry all the time. I had to go home but I just feel so guilty.
My head has been hurting non stop for four days, I can't sleep at night, there's so much to do before the baby comes. I'm trying so hard to prove to people at work that pregnancy is not affecting my performance (I keep getting the 'I worked until my due date'/ 'I remember being 8.5 months pregnancy and waddling down to court for a trial' etc).
I don't know, it's like I've lost it this week. Completely hit a wall and there is no way in hell I can get time off work without looking bad (despite having 70 sick days saved up). I keep thinking if my head would stop hurting I could control everything again, but I don't know.
I'm hoping this is just one of those weeks. Thanks to anyone who managed to read my self-indulgent whinge.