I am 38w preg and I've been saying from the start that I want a vbac - I have a supportive on and husband who are happy for me to go either way. Today something dawned on me that I'm just not prepared to take the risks associated with vbac, so I'm going to let my on know at Thursday's appt that I've changed my mind.
I hope I don't end up regretting this, but I just have a feeling I'm meant to have a c sec and I would be worrying about a rupture more than anything else during labour instead of taking in the experience.
Ii have a 19 month old daughter and I am feeling as though I'm letting her down by choosing surgery as
going to be useless to her for a while - and we co sleep which makes it even harder
any words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated