Aaahhhh!! My head is just going around in circles. I am due for my first AF since my miscarriage within the next few days. We have also been ttc again. A huge part of me desperately wants to concieve again and the other part of me is freaking out about what could go wrong. Now I am getting a ton of confusing symptoms. I feel a little nauseous throughout the day but I have also had a sore throat and blocked up nose so I may be coming down with the flu. I am exhausted but once again, I could just be run down. But this just in today.... my boobs are sore and I never used to get that with AF but maybe my cycle has changed since. I did 3 hpt's and got 3 BFN's but they were way too early to really register, I just wanted to make sure I had a negative hcg spot from which to work later. Ohh, im also dizzy and (sry if tmi) constipated. All these symptoms could have valid reasons or they could just be all in my head. But how do you tell? Ill take another hpt in the next few days if AF doesnt show but I just wanted to get it out.
I cant talk to anyone about it since I dont want anyone even knowing we are ttc. I dont want people hanging out for the results in case it all goes wrong again. I'm going a little crazy and I feel like I am alone in my head so thanx for giving me a spot to get it out.