Just a quick drop in to let you all know I'm here, jsut absent from BH for a while. I was finding it really difficult to keep coming back to BH for a range of reasons, it was contributing to a depression that was starting to develop so I just let it go for a while. I checked in every now and again though. I hope everyone is ok.
AFM - I have a month of what the hell is going on. I normally get AF on CD25, o on cd14, fairly regularly, without too much change. Today it is cd29 and I still don't have any sign or symptom that AF is on her way and FRER's up until yesterday continued to be BFN. I didn't do one this morning because I only have 1 left and I thought best to wait 48 hours. If that too is a BFN, I think it's time to call the FS because something strange is going on. I'm now 5 days late for AF. So, it's either good news with late ovulation and implantation or menopause is starting to kick in (I've been praying like mad it's not menopause kicking in, I so desperately want another baby before my time comes. As you all know, I've been fighting this race against time all year and each month has been riddled with anxiety 'is that the last egg'. So, fingers crossed tomorrow it's a BFP or there's probably something more sinister going on.