hun, I feel your pain and understand your fear and frustration.
It took me along time and much heartache (not to mention $) to finally graduate from this thread. I wanted to pop by to wish you all the best. It took me 22 cycles if ART to become a mum. I feel very protective of you all in this thread and hope you all get you'd dreams answered really soon.
Lovebug, and other long termers, my thoughts over Christmas and New Years were of you all as they often are. Stay strong xx
Love, hugs and support to all xx