abubby - my journey? I have only had two cycles as i had large egg hauls each time. I think I have had about 12 transfers. I stopped counting as it was doing my head in. First cycle there was alot of fragmentation as I respond very quickly to the meds. 2nd time I think I had alot of blasties and they were hatching etc. Still nothing. They cannot find anything wrong with either me or DH so it is very frustrating. I have had a LONG break also as I could not face it anymore but I have to tell you, it made me stronger than I ever thought I could be. Just the other day I was having a meltdown about some work related rubbish and DH said, "Are you serious in letting this get to you? You have been through so much worse with IVF and you got back up time and time again". True. That gave me a kick in the behind and I realised I was letting insignificant garbage consume me.
I wish you the best with everything and I hope this all works out for you. I am sending you lotsa positive vibes and hope to read some great news from you on this thread.