And I honestly feel like I'm losing the plot
I feel so anxious that I can't even leave the bedroom, I feel immensely down and self-doubting, and just overemotional in general! I feel like crying, for absolutely NO reason! There's things I NEED to do downtown, but I just can't motivate myself to face the world right now. I feel panicky.
Yesterday I dealt with this by overeating....today just the though of food makes me feel sick.
What have I gotten myself into?? I suppose it doesn't help that I quit whilst I'm due for monthlies AND I've gone two days without antidepressants. I need to go to the chemist to get more, but I don't want to face anyone
I have a job interview tomorrow, and I have no idea how I'm going to pull it off. I feel so unsure of myself and my capabilities right now that I just keep wondering why I should even bother.
Not sure what the point of this post was, but I just needed to vocalise how I feel right now...