This is so not fair, I keep getting upset at other peoples' babies I just found out my ex had a baby and it's upset the hell out of me.
For those that don't know - this is the ex I lost my baby to - when we were together his ex found out she was pregnant and said it was his, he never believed her but he seems to now she's had the baby and I have heard they are back together anyway. They've put in a joint birth notice and seeing it felt like a knife to my heart I hate his guts and don't want him back but I think it just reminds me that I should have been a bit over two months away from having my baby.
Also I was quite upset by my stepsister's 2 month old baby last weekend, I hadn't even met her yet and I couldn't stop crying while they were here, I ended up walking out the door without even seeing my niece
It's even harder to think I may never have my own babies cos I'm single.
Please tell me does it ever get any easier to deal with? Am I ever going to be able to see a baby and not lose the plot?