My dr has just told me that my pregnancy is not viable and I need to have D&C. She was very kind but I was too shocked and overwhelmed that I couldn't comprehend it. So I have to ask some questions as I am struggling to believe it.
According to my LMP I would be 6+ weeks, but I have PCOS so am not sure when I ovulated. I had a scan last week and they could not see anything, no sac, nothing. So I had 2 blood tests, which showed my hcg levels last thursday as 193 and Saturday as 280.
My Dr says it should double every 48 hours, and although it has risen it is nowhere near what it should be at this time. She said to have another blood test today but that it would just confirmt that this is not viable pregnancy. She said that I will need D&C.
I didn't hear much after that as I was too upset, she suggested I come home and return for the blood test after I'd spoken to my husband. This is my 3rd pregnancy, I have a 6 and a 4 year old. I have not had a miscarriage before. I feel like I don't believe it, that it must be a mistake.
Does this sound right? I didn't have my hcg levels checked with my other 2 children. I was only diagnosed with the PCOs a year ago. I didn't see this coming, I had such a good feeling about this, whereas ironically my other pregnancies were very difficult. I have to go back within an hour to get my blood test, but I just don't want to leave the house, I don't think I can see anyone if this is true.
I'm sorry if this sounds strange but I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I literally feel like someone handed me my baby and is now snatching it out of my arms. We'd already made plans... I feel a connection... I don't feel like it is gone? I just can't understand it, if it isn't there then wouldn't I feel that myself?