as the title states, I need some reassurance. My DS is 4 months old and I just landed a part time job 8-4 3 x a week & i start this tuesday. I HAVE to go back to work, I don't have a choice. part of me is kind of excited to start using my brain again and get some "me" back, but I am feeling extremely guilty! my mum will look after him 2 days, and then day care 1 day. I'm scared he will like my mum better, or not understand I'm his mum, or that he will think I'm abandoning him. I keep telling myself some
People have to go back full time so at least I get 2 full days with him, but I just can't shake this guilty feeling. Plus, I am on the verge of tears everytime I think about Tuesday & leaving him. any kind words, or advice would be appreciated!