So as the title says. I am just feeling really lonely. DP and I had a minor disagreement and he went to bed, bub is in bed and I was sitting here feeling a bit crud and well a bit lonely. I love my family so much, but I miss interaction with other adults except DP.
It got me thinking... I have a wonderful family, but only talk to a portion (for no bad reason just theres a group I talk to heaps (which no one lives near me) and the rest I just see on family occasions). I have almost no friends and not from a lack of trying, I try all the time but even in school I was the kid who got picked on and who no one wanted to be friends with. So I only have a small, tiny portion of friends (and only one of them gives me the time of day but they dont live near me) but I try to befriend them and they don't ever seem keen to talk to me. Which leaves me with really only my sister, who is wonderful but obviously I can't rely on her all the time.
Theres been a few times of late I would of loved to have someone (an adult) other than dp to spend time with, and a few times I have felt a bit blue and I dont have anyone to say how I feeling and just keep bottling it all up. Even writing this I feel stupid.
There is no real reason for my post and I am not out to get pity. I am just really sad at the moment and I just have no one to vent to and I just need to get it out.
If you need to vent/get it out. How do you do it if you don't have anyone to talk too?
P.S Pardon the typos, I tried to proof read this but bet you there is still heaps.