I think for me it was looking forward to when he went to work (he worked out of town up for up to 7 days at a time). I never missed him and hated where my life was and where it was headed with him - just everything! I do feel really bad that it was me who made the final decision but leading up to it a lot of other stuff happened between us that wasn't good.
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