As soon as I had Stella, I turned to my support person (sister) whilst still on the operating table and said 'I wish I could have 10'. It's a miracle she didn't pass out, but I meant it and mean it now 2 months later
BK - Good for you. Do what feels right.
Alittle - You deserve your hearts desire. Do whatever you need to do to feel you have it
Nessie - I hate those horror cycles. It doesn't mean your ovaries have given up, just that they are having a bad month. There is no telling why, but they are usually only occasional things, and you never know, they might be golden eggs. Fingers crossed for you