I've only just had time to sit down and read your story and wow you are one amazing woman!
I can relate to a little of your story with drug abuse, no self worth and depression as a teen with parents that didnt notice or care.
People who make it past the sh!t in their lives and are a stronger person for it, are so friggen amazing!
I hope you can overcome the doubts your having now and be happy and at peace with the person who are
You are also incredibly funny