I POAS and it was a BFN I am 9dp5dt or 13dpo. I don't think I have tested too soon.
I can't describe my devastation. This was our last hope and now I have to try and come to terms with the fact that I will never have another child. I can not stop crying and feel like my heart is literally broken. I know how blessed I am to have DS but that doesn't take away the pain or desire I had for number 2.
I wish you all well and hope you all get your BFP's.
Samarasmum - thank you for always updating the roll call.
I'm sorry littlefeet, must be really hard, but your right you are blessed to have one, keep positive xxx