hi im a regular poster but want no onw no know who i am.
I really am at an all time low with everything. I think ive been prwtty depress for the past cpuple of years... But i do feel like i cant go on anymore.
My partner just left me im heartbroken. But even before that i was quite down.
I hate my life so much. Im a young mum with two little kids. I have no friends at all none.. And family..? I have my older sister and brother step dad and mother which care zero about me. I have absolitely no other family. I dont wanna be alive anymore. No one cares at all about me i oftem think about putting my kids up for adoption because someone else could do a mich better job and give them so much more. All my family care about is gossip... No one has asked if im ok all they want is gossip and im really resenting them.. I soumd so selfish and like im not think of my kids but i do think everyone would be better off without me.... I dont know why im writting this but i have no one to talk to.
Sorry for my spelling errors im cry and on my phone and cbf fixing them.
Thanks to anyone who reads this.