all time low...what do you do

[frannysfeet]

hi im a regular poster but want no onw no know who i am.

I really am at an all time low with everything. I think ive been prwtty depress for the past cpuple of years... But i do feel like i cant go on anymore.
My partner just left me im heartbroken. But even before that i was quite down.

I hate my life so much. Im a young mum with two little kids. I have no friends at all none.. And family..? I have my older sister and brother step dad and mother which care zero about me. I have absolitely no other family. I dont wanna be alive anymore. No one cares at all about me i oftem think about putting my kids up for adoption because someone else could do a mich better job and give them so much more. All my family care about is gossip... No one has asked if im ok all they want is gossip and im really resenting them.. I soumd so selfish and like im not think of my kids but i do think everyone would be better off without me.... I dont know why im writting this but i have no one to talk to.

Sorry for my spelling errors im cry and on my phone and cbf fixing them.
Thanks to anyone who reads this.

[babyla]

Just wanted to say that I really feel for you and try to remember that life goes up and down. I really think you need to go to your GP and organize counselling as well. In my experience things always get better.

[boodles345]

I wish I could give you a big hug.
Have you been to see/thought about seeing a GP? I think admitting you are depressed is the first step to getting help.

I'm a young mum of two children too. My family are on the other side of the world & I don't have any friends where I live, so I can totally relate to your post.

You can message me privately to chat.

I joined an online mothers group on Facebook and they have been my saviour, it's nice to have people to chat to even if they are online friends. I have many other mothers (part of my mothers group) that have found medication to treat their depression really helped them. Other options that helped them were reiki/yoga/meditation.

Im sorry I can't offer much in terms of advice but I can offer support I you need it, just message me xxx

[Lightness]

Hey hon,

Just wanted to let you know I've been where you are now. Get to your GP, get some meds and a referral for counselling. A breakup is traumatic enough without the other stresses you've got going on.

Depression is so isolating, if you want to chat PM me. I survived this, and I know you will, too. And my kids not only survived it, they are thriving and I credit much of our closeness with my bad time.

Hugs xx