I dont even know what Im trying to achieve with this thread, but I am just sooo upset at the loss of my beautiful girl , i thought it might help me to get it out by writing it here.
She was about 15yrs old and arthritic. But it doesnt make it any less painful. I know it was the right thing to do, but I am just having sooo much trouble coping with the loss.
RIP baby girl. I hope you are happy and painfree now. YOU WILL BE MISSED EVERY DAY OF MY REMANING LIFE!!