I been feeling like this for ages just run down unhappy and just blah.
I am a stay at home mum and whist i enjoy it i feel like i what to spread my wings and do something more but i have no idea what i have only worked in two jobs both different ares (retail and childcare) and i really don't feel like going back to them but then i think well i got the certificates and all why not.
and another thing is i can't keep concentrated enough to study once i get bored with one thing it's hard for me to keep going.
And it feels like my partner is never home either at work at a mates place or sleeping i am lucky if i see him for more then 2-3 hrs a day and yeah i am cranky about that a bit but i just don't want to start another fight.
Also i have No friends what so ever yeah i have fb friends but not friends i can go over to see or they come over and just chat about anything.
Plus i am seeing my sister tomorrow who i had a huge fight with about a month ago and haven't seen or heard from her since so should be interesting.
i just don't know i hate life some days but love it the next