I have three boys, 5, 3 and 4 months. Whilst I love them dearly they are testing me bigtime. Hubby is a fantastic dad but he works long hours and I have them to myself 11-12 hours a day. I am tired, stressed and feel like I am a crap mother as all I seem to do is yell at the kids and jump from one 'fire' to another. Not really sure why I am writing this, just thought putting something in writing might help relieve some of the stress. The glass of wine post dinner is not really cutting it at the moment!