I'm so mad at myself for being in this position. I never thought I'd have to make this decision in my life. Since learning of termination as a girl/young woman I always believed in pro-choice but now that choice is mine. This is the hardest choice, but I know is the best choice for me and my family. Its making the steps to put it in place that I'm also finding hard to do.
I'm an unhappily married mum of four beautiful boys, and my youngest is approaching 3 years old, in my mind my family/children were complete. The heart ache from just thinking of it......... how will it feel when its done.