So I am one of those irritating people who has a hard time making decisions and would prefer to just have a baby 'oops'. I am a horrible decision maker when it comes to life decisions like relationships and kids (I will ALWAYS know what I want when it's food related though). It took me 2 years into my relationship with my lovely DP to decide that I actually wanted to be in a relationship to begin with (it's now been almost 7 years since we got together) and I am glad I didn't wuss out of that one!
Anywho my ttc approach has been...chaotic, while DP is away at work during the day I'm all excited and start planning, then when it gets to the whole DTD I chicken out.
He has gone away for work for a month now I asked him (jokingly) to leave a vial with me in the freezer in case I suddenly had a moment of courage lol.
I know that I won't regret having another bub, I am just a commitment phobe and it's the actual process that has me freaked out (not the sex part, just the decision making part).
I hope that nature decides for me before I totally chicken out!
(P.S I take a Preggo test in a few days)