Hello Ladies!! OMG Im so glad I've found this thread
Im a newbie on here so forgive me if Im a tad rusty; your my very first forum!!
Hubby and I started trying for the first time this month. After spending the entire year preparing myself (health, fitness, vitamins etc etc) with September outlined as the ideal month, I've certainly been slightly obsessed with monitering my body's every moment so to speak! Its been exhausting actually and I never thought I would be this driven to conceive!! Everyone around me got pregnant first go or without really trying, so I was sure we would too especially if I put in the dedicated effort!! But this morning at 13dpo we got our first BFN. Hubby was cool about it optimistically saying 'hey it was our first go. We'll try agin next month' which is exactly true, but I think he now realises how much I want this after I sat and had a little cry about it I feel so silly for being upset but I just feel like I've failed at the most important project I've ever put effort into lol!!! (Can you tell Im a perfectionist workaholic!) Im 36.5yrs of age (hubby is two weeks older than me) and Im really feeling that biological clock ticking away...
AF is due this Wednesday or Thursday, so I guess I really need to wait to see what my body tells me rather than a HPT. So far my body has been making me think that I might be pregnant, although it could also be psychosomatic because I want to be so much!
Anyways, its nice to not feel so alone and to know there are other quite sane women out there just like me wanting so much to have a little person
Lots of hugs and happy wishes to all of you lovely ladies - thank you for sharing your stories! xxx