DS is nearly two and I went back to work a few months ago 3 days a week in the city. It takes me 2 hours each way to commute to work so I'm away from my son for 12 hours on those days.
I should really go back to work full-time as I'm a single parent and could use the money. But I just still feel he is too little and I hate being away from him such long days as it is. I feel it's disruptive to him and the long days at daycare are too tiring for him.
I should be fine with this, he's nearly two, so why am I just not coping with this? There's not much work up the coast where I live so I don't have other work options at the moment.
Did anyone else struggle going back to work and how did you deal with it? I need to get over it somehow as I need to go to work. I just feel like such crud!