So, for the last three weeks DP and I have been arguing over what amounts to nothing. Makes me so cursed angry because we both know how to fix it, but he's too bloody stubborn. Makes me wanna rip my hair out, because I'm fairly certain these things are going to be the cause of my relationship ending. Yay. - -;
And then there's the insomnia. I'm an insomniac, which explains why I'm still awake at nearly 4AM and have given up on the thought of sleep. Wee.
Do you think anyone would hire a woman to come to their house and take over baby duty for a few hours at night, particularly with non-sleeping babies? At least something good would come out of my lack of sleep. =)
I know this post actually sounds kind of chirpy, but I've spent the last few days not sleeping and when I do, plagued by nightmares and waking up randomly, the fact that my relationship has just gone effed up because people keep messing in it and I'm over-tired, this doesn't even make any kind of sense. I'm going to start crying very, very soon. It's like a giant ball of angry and sadness and resentment all built up in my chest and I'm genuinely worried about letting it out. And I know I need to. I'm just miserable.