Dealing with Depression and Bulimia

[struggling mom]

I have a 7 month old daughter
I was not someone who wanted kids and had trouble accepting that I was soon going to be a mother when I was pregnant
I have suffered Bulimia for almost 10 years and being pregnant mate that alot worse I have delt with depression before but nothing like what I am dealing with now
some days are worse than others but they are all kinda bad

I am not someone that like to go to her friends with her problems I have always been the one my friends go to I have trouble opening up to people I know

but I am really struggling and I dont know what to do
I know I would never hurt my daughter but there are many days when I want to just leave her with her dad and run away

I have alot of days where if given the opportunity to take back everr falling pregnant I honestly would and I feel like the worse person in the world for feeling that way

I just lie to the people around me so they think I am happy and coping but I'm not coping at all I am barley getting by

Any advice would be hugley appreciated

[Ffrenchknickers]

I can so relate PM me if you want to talk xoxo

[Ffrenchknickers]

Hi, just letting you know I tried to reply to your email but it wouldn't allow it...and I couldn't PM you either. I think its your settings xo