When we were trying to conceive our baby my husband and I both had everything together, successful jobs low debt, happy lives. Now that Im 27wks pregnant everything has turned upside down.
We both lost our jobs. Now we're behind in rent and had to reach out to Centrelink. The second lowest day in my life. The lowest was when we had to ask my Father-in-law for money. I feel so ashamed.
Ofcourse I cant get a job now because Im pregnant and no one will hire me. My husband has a job but is paid on commission. He has to wait for deals to settle to make money. He's a finance consultant.
Every day I sit at home with our puppy trying to figure out what to do. I try to come up with these money making deals that will bring in money quick. But nothing seems to work. Im so depressed. If i had of known we were going to be like this I would have never tried for our beautiful baby.
To make matters worse I had a fight with my sister over a stupid fb status update. Now we are not talking and said some real mean things to each other. Now i dont have her to plan my baby shower like i always wanted so Im doing it myself.
My great uncle passed away a couple of weeks ago.I didnt really know him but it is sad to see my family so upset.
Also my mum and dad are having trouble keeping up their home payments. My brother is too. Everyone is struggling with money!!! It's doing my head in.
If only there was a way. I wish I could give all my family money because I just want us all to be happy. My husband is so stressed too trying to earn money for us. I know he is doing the best he can but the money isnt coming in quick enough.
I feel terrible for my poor baby growing. I hope she cannot feel the stress and tension that I feel.
Well all I have to do is keep pushing on Im sure there are many people in my situation or even worse.