I am new to the site and got some good news today that I am bursting to share with someone. My husband is out of town with work and dont feel right telling anyone until I tell him first.
A bit of background, My husband and I have been trying to fall pregnant for over four years. I had my first M/C in October 2012 i was just short of 7 weeks.
My second M/C happened in July 2011, not sure how far along I was, we thing I was just short of 6 weeks.
I have extremely irractic periods which are strongly affected by stress.
The first time around hubby and I were cautiously excited, we just wanted to see the heartbeat before we let ourselves get too excited. Unfortunately that didnt happen.
The second time around the sypmtoms were sooooo strong, I let myself think that this time round was the one! I let myself get too attached i guess you would say. SO when I M/C again i was shattered.
So given that my period is often irratic i quite often take pregnancy tests. I took one this afternoon totally expecting the see one line, so much so that i barely looked at it, and there were two lines!!!
Now I am split, i am trying not to get too excited ( I think if I have another M/C it will crush me) but I dont want to dwell on what 'might' happen and not enjoy every part of being pregnant. I must admit that I am very scared.
Anyways, im sorry to bore you all. I just had to tell someone! So i thought i would just tell a whole lots of annonomous "someones". Fingers crossed my little splodge will attach itself nice and tight and hangs on for dear life.
Good luck to all of you out there TTC, my thoughts and best wishes are with you all. It can be a long and tough road.
Take care everyone!!