sorry to hear about your concerns diamond eyes. is it the fact that you want a girl that makes you scared of another boy? will you be finding out the sex?
i have concerns about something being wrong with bubs, our dd was born with a defect so i think that always plays on the back of my mind.
i feel like a freak with the amount of worries i have, and i used to run to combat them but im not allowed to anymore because of the spotting. its a vicious cycle!
oh and ps 55 kilos!!?? thats amazing!!