I used to love my job
(have only been doing it for 7 years - but studied for 7 years to get there - had absolutely no life during study... very intensive... and no i'm not a doctor!)
No my job seems too stressful, the responsibility is too much for me. Most days are a struggle. what happens at work keeps me up at night now:-(
I'm currently suffering from anxiety due to a few unpleasant events that piled together and left me in a permanent state of anxiety. (the last the pushed me over the edge was, a lady came to my door at night screaming that someone was bashing her,she needed help, wanted to come in... then behind her was someone and she was hit etc on my door step... i didn't let her in cos i was at home on my own absolutely freaking out... that feeling hasn't left me :-( )
I want to leave my job but cant... I worked so hard to get there, I thought this was what i wanted to do for the rest of my life!