Huge hugs. Thank you ladies. First time in a looong time that my tears are not from despair!
I have had a really hard time today, I keep getting so angry! I have never been an angry person and its so overwhelming.
DP cops the worst of it, even for stupid stuff. Eg, she slept in this morning when I really just wanted to hang out with her. And now she is snoring and I just wanna scream!
Then tonight before she went to sleep I asked her to turn her lamp off (DS and I both struggle to sleep with any light on). Nope, she went to sleep with it on. No big deal but i got so mad that I had to get up and turn it off.
I also get really angry at myself for stupid things. Like when DS is having trouble latching on to the breast (probably because I'm so stressed about it).
So sick of being so angry! DS is the only thing that keeps me going, he is the only person/thing I don't get angry at.
Psychologist called back and said she isn't taking new patients so I have been looking up others online and will call tomorrow. So hard to do. I need to talk though, I feel like I have so much weighing me down, its hard to breathe sometimes.
Tatiana, what is a mother and babies unit? How do I find one in my area?
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