I dunno, just one of those days...
Been home all day alone- hubby works saturdays... And he has to work half tomorrow for end of financial year stocktake.
So yeah, feeling lonely I suppose, bored probably too which makes me worse.
Then he comes home from work, I meet him in the garage and ask him how his day was, I don't even know what he said but he went straight to the fridge and ate last night's leftover curry... A whole meals worth... And so I'm hungry still, having waited for him to come home to start dinner- I haven't eaten much all day coz of feeling down and stuff- and there is no point in making dinner now, and I'm feeling disappointed and a bit (I don't know if rejected or left out is the right word) and don't feel like eating as a result anyway now.
I feel guilty because I'm still 30 weeks pregnant, and I dunno if she got enough from me today... -sigh-
I'm sure it's just me being hormonal or irrational or something, so better to get it out here than have a fight over a non issue for him, which started in my head.
It sucks when you're regularly depressed, supposedly not at the moment though, and you can feel every alarm bell going off in your own head but 'cbf' trying to get over whatever 'it' is.