How are you? I went to c my FS today. He told me they don't use hysteroscope in D&C coz there will be a lot blood in the cavity and hence prevents hysteroscope from working properly. I then asked him if they use ultrasound to guide, he said yes, but dont know why I just don't feel 100% about his answer. Anyway I told him I want to try the medical treatment he then wrote a letter and sent me to the nearby Liverpool hospital EPAS section. I talked to a nurse there. She told me I am not a ideal candidate for medical treatment coz my sac size of 10mm is too small. The normal range is 25mm and plus sth. so the pills might not be effective on me; but she reckon I can talk to the doctor on Friday and the doc will decide if to prescribe me the pill or not. Also she sent me for a blood test after our talk and ask me to do another one early Friday morning in the hospital before I c the doctor; she said it's standard procedure just to confirm I am miscarrying The nurse also explained the D&C surgery they do to me; not surprisingly they don't use any guidance. I told her about my concern of Asherman's syndrome; but she said it's very rare and it only happens after multiple D&C. I told her what I learnt from Asherman's syndrom org website that a single D&C can cause it with 16% of chance; she said that number's not right. She also told me I can have D&C done there on Friday if I change my mind and it's free. My FS told me the D&C done there will cost me around $2000.
Anyway I went home later. Then the nurse rang me and told me the bt showed my hcg level is 5500 which is quite low for 10 weeks.
So one more day waiting...i will go to the hospy again Friday morning hopefully the doc will agree to let me try the pills although the success chance for me seems not high; I still feel like giving it a try....i don't know.. im getting more and more lost; there's one second today I thought maybe just have the D&C done in the hospital...I had enough; i can't sleep well these days and took sleeping pills more often; I just wish to end it
I kinda get the feeling that both my FS and the nurse in Liverpool hospy prefer the D&C procedure than the medical treatment; i don't understand why?