I hope this is in the right section
I am still a little undecided if I want another baby . Hubby and I had always decided on 2 maybe 3 kids. He is happy with 2, I am unsure. We have a son who will be 3 and a daughter who will be 1 next month. Although I am only 28, hubby is 38 and said that if we did have a 3rd it had to be done and dusted by the time he turned 40 (Jan 2014).
I have days where I could cry thinking of only having the 2 kids followed by days where I think "what was I thinking". I would never create a whoopsie baby so it would only happen if hubby and I can agree on going back for 3rds although when I had a pregnancy scare earlier this month he wasn't worried if it turned out I was.
I would never in a million years contemplate 4 pregnancies as 3 would be enough (although I fully understand the potential for twins). I fully understand that this would be it and if something happened whereby I needed a c-section I would happily get my tubes tied while on the table.
I think the thing I would miss most isn't pregnancy (it seriously sucks for me!) but I do enjoy having a new baby and very much love breastfeeding (hence my daughter isn't even close to being weaned and still on 6 feeds a day).
So does this desire ever disappear? Am I just longing for another baby because it is unlikely we'll have another? I feel somedays I could easily convince hubby into having another but on other days I can't even convince myself . I have no idea so any advice would be appreciated.
Thanks in advance