I'll start by saying I'm almost positive I have PND. I need to go to the Dr but keep putting it off.
DS is nearly 8 months and my PPL has just finished. I realised this today as the payment hadn't gone through. I need to go back to work as we are already struggling with debt and can't live off Dh's wage alone. It'll be as soon as week after next.
I'm struggling really bad with the thought of going back. I'm in tears and when I started crying about it, DH said 'it's nothing to get upset about'. He really doesn't understand. I'm feeling really sick to my stomach and I feel like vomiting. I don't think I can do this :-(
Has anyone felt like this? How did you manage? I know I have to deal with it but not sure how I can cope.