35 weeks I have all the love and support I could ever need from my fiancé, mother and sister.
Fiancé knows I'm depressed and is very worried
I am so ashamed to tell my mum and sister because Iv always been the "strong one"
Every one keeps saying how together I have it all and how well I am going to do being a mum,
I don't feel motherly at all I am scared I am going to see this little helpless baby boys face and not get that instant love motion come over me
I'm scared I'm going to just get frustrated and angry when he cries or not know what to do
I feel very much lost right now always on a brink of a panic attack
I went to see my dr today he said basically to see a shrink, I don't feel comfortable talking to them I have tried befor I have had an been medicated for anxiety and depression in the past,
I am just scared I won't be able to give this baby the love it needs...