Big hugs Baburun. And kudos for acknowledging and admitting how you're feeling. Glad to hear all has been sorted with a good heart to heart. I feel you - we're struggling a bit financially too, which really factors into the reluctant reluctance (?!) to TTC.
Hi HOMS! I seriously reckon there's something in some women's makeup that is like a switch- one day you're not clucky the next day you are. I think for me it was the day my boss told me, clutching my hands and so excited, that she was pregnant, that the switch flipped for me. We conceived 3 months later... When it flipped, it really flipped! Your DH is a midwife - that's awesome. He must have all sorts of useful, knowledgeable info. I wish I had someone in my life like that! (I don't mean I wish DH knew, just someone would be good!). What sort of teaching do you do? I considering a career change into primary teaching one day when we can afford for me to do that...
Disney, how are you going? How goes newly-weds married life?! (If its anything like us - much the same?!). I kind of know what you mean about trying to factor in when bubs will be born - I do in terms of age gap in between DS and our next bubba (fingers crossed!). We initially planned for a 3 year gap, give or take. That would mean we'd need to conceive next month - I don't think so! What will be will be - whatever age gap eventuates, we'll love because it will just be our reality! But, I wish it'd hurry up (that sounds awful - not meaning to wish time away!).
I was out of control clucky at the beginning of the week cos its AF time - but those emotions are subsiding now, and all feels a bit more normal now! I'm also enjoying a wine now and counting small blessings (if I was UTD, I couldn't)... DS is at the stage of seriously taking in everything we say - he repeats things I haven't said for days and just has me in fits of laughter. Such good fun!