I'm feeling a bit lost lately. More so in career wise. I studied my cert iv beauty a few years ago (then been at home with my kids) and honestly I don't know if I enjoy it. I didn't do my diploma cause the thought of brazillian waxing makes me cringe. I really hate waxing. I do like the other aspects of beauty but not sure if I'm passionate about or not. I'm confused whether I'm scared going into the workforce and doing beauty or is it I really don't like it. I'm scared to think I wasted all the money on the course.
As a hobby I do enjoy making my own skincare range.
Then I think maybe I would being a teacher aide?? I do enjoy being around kids.
I don't know. I've been a SAHM for a few years and I guess the thought of going back to the workforce scares the crap out of me.
I used to do admin before kids and I don't want to do that either.
I did want to start my own business but lack alot of confidence and motivation. I'm always put myself down.
I feel like I'm in a rut and feel so sad and pathetic.
I just wish I could shake it off and be this super confident person.