So my story goes that I gave birth to my daughter by emergency c-section due to fetal distress and turns out she was very small and unwell.
This was extremely traumatising to me as I had not even considered it being a possibility given my textbook pregnancy.
I hated having my daughter taken away from me and establishing breastfeeding was very difficult.
This time around I really want a natural birth (currently 25 weeks) if all goes well in my 3rd trimester scan and this baby is growing normally. However I am losing sleep over it.
Firstly I am scared that something will happen to this baby and I won't know. (daughter would have not survived childbirth)
Secondly I'm scared that I will end up with another c-section or will I be able to handle childbirth?
I'm just scared I think. I don't know the likelyhood of having a second baby with IUGR due to placental insufficiency but I'm so worried this baby will be sick as well. They never realised there was anything wrong with DD til she was born.
Sorry for the vent but I needed to get it out.