When DS was in NICU, I was up on the ward when a baby on an open resus bed was rushed passed me down to NICU. I went down because it was DSs feed time and they were trying to stabilize the baby. I was talking to his mum and she was saying it was a routine induction, 10 days over, he'd been doing great then at 3 days old cardiac arrest.
They stabilized him and every time I went down there that night severals nurses and doctors would be working on him.
Early in the morning I was holding DS, he had just fallen asleep, all of a sudden alarms started going off. 5 minutes later a doctor took the mum out and I heard this blood curdling scream. Her baby had passed.
I'll never forget that moment, that scream, so filled with pain and sadness.