This last week i have been having the strangest most vivid dreams ever!
I am 11 weeks pregnant TODAY! woo! and i am booked in to have the NT scan nxt week and also see the little person in me for the second time. I am feeling hopeful, but nervous. Part of me still wonder's if anything is still living in there? Been sick as a dog and tired is an understatement. Complete oposite pregnancy compared to my first and for this reason only, im thinking it could be a boy lol....we arent finding out tho!
Anyways i just want to share my strange dreams more or less to get them down and out of my had beause they really have freaked me out!
I had a dream everyone knew i was pregnant at 10 weeks and they all celebrated with drinks. I was offered a drink and when i refused my family and DH said "oh dont be silly, of course you can drink while ur pregnant! you just cant get drunk and all that..."
So....i had a drink, and another, and another......and i got drunk!
I felt so guitly and told DH "i drank too much, have i hurt the baby?" DH said "nah, u only had 6 or 7, u'll be right".
So from then on, i was drinking ALL THE TIME!
I was huge and pregnant and had a drink in my hand alll the time and no one bat an eyelid.
**********Warning this is TMI...........
The next dream that was so vivid was that i miscarried. I have never eperienced miscarrage.
I think i was just 12 weeks when it happened. The pains i felt actually woke me up but because i needed to pee real bad lol.
Anyways, i was bleeding heaps while sitting on a chair in a hospital. Watching the blood just gush out of me like a tap. Then the doctor said to put my hand down thre to catch the 'fetus'....
And i did. I saw it and it was in my hand...this weird looking see-thru, long thin thing with hands and feet. Was the size of my little finger and weighed nothing.
Then i said 'so this is it. For 12 weeks i held onto this and now i cant ever have it back? i cant fix it?..."
And that was it. I woke up.
I was really, really sad. I still cant shake that image of what was in my hand out of my head.
So...am i crazy? do you have weird dreams while ur pregnant?