When I was 15 I was forced to have an abortion. I am now 26 with 2 beautiful babies. I however can not stop longing for the little bub that was robbed from me.
My baby would have been 10 and a half right now and it is hard for me to read stories still that talk about teen mums that suceed. Dont get me wrong, I think its great that they are suceeding, but I feel a streak of jelliousy, I never got my chance. I was not a teen that partied or did anything crazy, apart from making a baby.
I miss my baby now and cant seem to see past it. I love my babies but with every milestone they reach I see the milestone that was missed.
Has anyone else been through this? And how did you repair? Have you ever repaired fully?