sweetseven I so get what you're saying! It wasn't a goal as a younger person but it's one of my kind of dream type goals to have enough land to have an organic self sufficient lifestyle!
Bunnyhugs, I would never be able to say something like that even though it's just the teensiest white lie. I am hopeless at lying and nobody ever believes me when on the odd occasion I've tried!
Lovemyfam, that is really the loveliest thing to read. Your husband must be a really special person.
Don't worry about me not having a bit of a go at this situation lovely ladies! I'm not remotely ready to embark on anything romantic yet and this guy has a girlfriend. It's more about feeling something normal like an attraction to someone after all the hurt negative feelings I've harboured over the past few years. I'm pretty stoked that somewhere in it all I've managed to heal some of the hurt enough to actually notice someone of the other sex!