Nazgul, I've been staring at this thread for ten minutes trying to work out how to put into words how I feel after reading that. I'm so sorry for all that has happened to you. I feel sick thinking of the kids/people that thought that was ok to do that to you.
You aren't worthless
Well done on recognizing you need to get some help to get through this and I will see you in the private section...the pnd private section lol