I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for sharing their stories and support. I'm so glad I stumbled upon BH and specifically this thread. I'm learning so much and you girls manage to answer my questions better than the nurses!
Clem-thinking of you and am so sad and scared that something so cruel can happen.
AFM-Turns out yesterday's bloods indicate low progesterone. Me and DP are shattered, and despite being put on Progesterone support, both DP and I are convinced it didn't work and is just another method of sucking and wasting our very stretched money on the clinics behalf. At $12.50 a day it hardly seems worth keeping progesterone up when it was so low on the most likely implant days. BT Thursday, but DP already has all the symptoms of PMS. Nurse pretty much told me that the progesterone level of 29.7 rules us out for implant. DP hates using the progesterone and feels like its just another reminder of the disappointment. Rang FS today to make ap for new cycle, (AF due Mon), and he's away until 28 Aug, NOT cool, he said we could do back to back FET's but clinic said no until we get new plan. So cross, sad and exhausted, not sure what to do.
Arghhhh this process is really bringing the worst out of me. Negative, jealous and angry, I don't love myself much right now.