Thanks girls for all your kind words. You are right, there is a pattern so something is wrong. I feel like we're just wasting embryo's. The thought of more tests and waittng for results is awful, i am so exhausted by all of this. I feel like today i'll just never be able to carry a baby, i think its just all worn me down. I'm not going to get my hopes up, i'm sure this one won't work out. I don't know how I'm going to face work tomorrow.
I hope that you are all doing well and we see some more BFP's very soon.