This is a poem i wrote in 2007 when i lost my angel...quite an ordeal for a 22yr old, and considering it was all on my 22nd Birthday so I hope it might be able to help others....
As each and everyday goes by,
I want you to look up into the sky.
And know I'm there watching you,
I'll be with you all the year through.
At the moment it might seem queer,
But I don't want you to shed a tear.
Though you can't see me, I'm watching over you,
To ensure your wishes and dreams come true.
Even though my life was short,
I want you to know that i really did try, i even fought.
But it was no good, I had to let go,
Please try and see, it was better to go.
No matter where you go or what you do,
I'll always be there looking out for you.
I'll see your smile, I'll see your tears,
I'll strengthen your hopes and banish your fears.
And though I can never be there for you,
Please remember I Love you.
The moment I held you, I simply knew,
You were so special, my angel in blue.
Your tiny hands, and tiny feet,
A tiny heart with a strong beat.
You made no noise not even a cry,
But you said a lot with your little sighs.
Though you came, not meaning to stay,
I wouldn't change any part of the day.
No, I can not see you,
But all around me I can feel you.
I know you fought I know you struggled,
All I could do was give you huggles.
I'll think of you everyday,
Knowing your with me all the way.
My smile is for you and my tears about you,
My fears will always be but my strength comes from you.
You will always be in my heart,
And I'll always love you, like i did at the start.